i wanted to say out everything to you but i guess stupidity reign over me .
and for the past 6 months i stood in silence watching you here and there hoping that
we will get close . and we did . and things was normal . hints was on play .
i imagined a lot of things happening if it works out . good ones and bad ones .
but we pulled through . we got through them like fire and water .
my weakness is getting worse . i stand firm on the solid ground as you leave vapour trails
in the deep blue sky . i told u everything . and found out someone else was in mind .
questions came in my mind like ants on sugar . i didn't want to let you go as i was really close .
i was really really close .
just like i said .
it's you . it has always been you . you never fail to amaze me every single time .
just recently i shook your hand . it was the first time . i did not want to let go . i did not want to go home .
i wanted to wait .
3 hours . thats not so long .
yes i am very shy . i admit . i'm useless when friends are around .
give me time . i can do this .
you are the one i want standing next to me when all my dreams come true . its you .

im still behind with the trails in the sky . look back and i'm there . =)
i am not going anywhere . i will always be here . =)