i feel like jumping off the tallest building in the world and just feel the wind flow through me . i wanna know how it feels like to fly . to be free and just fly around in the beautiful summer sky . to get close with the stars at night . to have a bird's eye view of everything . well i'm afraid of heights and seriously i am . you don't know how afraid i am with heights but sometimes i just don't care . i adore the sky . i always look up at the sky and just wonder about all the things that i've done for myself and others . usually i just sit in my room with the guitar and play a tune and think about what i have done that has benefit others . what have i done that make people smile ? make people laugh ? make people think that there is something good in this world that is worth going for even if its going to cost you everything . there was this once where i was at the bus stop waiting for the bus to go for band practice . when the bus finally arrived, there was this old lady who ask another lady to help her with her trolley with all her groceries inside . i don't know what the other lady was doing and it seems to me that she was not doing anything to help . so i took the trolley in my hands and lift in up and into the bus . it was kinda heavy but i managed just fine . she got up the bus and was saying some things in her own mother tongue and i didn't understand a single thing she said . i don't know whether she was thanking me or scolding the other lady but sure as hell she wasn't scolding the other lady . and it doesn't seem like thanks! or thank you ! . well i wasn't expecting her thanks . but it felt good to help . it really felt good . there was another time . i was walking with my band mates . its some time ago . i forget who i was with but i know i was with my bandmates . we were at the Bukit Batok Interchange when suddenly a guy came to me . with sad eyes and a sad voice . he came up to me asking me for money because he was just released from the prison and had no money with him . he wanted some money for he wanted to call his family who abandoned him(typical behaviour of a family in this type of situation) and he had no money with him . i was holding $6 in my hand and he saw the cash in my hand . my band mates was telling me not to give him any because he is lying . they were saying keep the money , just tell him you need it . i ignored what my band mates told me for i saw it in his eyes that he wasn't lying . his eyes was telling me a story . i gave him $2 . i regretted that i didn't give him more . he thanked me alot of times . i didn't know what to say . i just say it's ok . i wonder why my band mates say that . everyone deserve a second chance . he didn't lie . even if he did, it doesn't matter its over . but i saw his eyes . i know it wasn't a white lie . i hope his family is wih him now . right at this very moment . and hope things are good for him now . eyes are very good storytellers . you can ask a friend whether they are ok and they can tell you the (yes i am ok crap) but look into their eyes and you can see a whole new story . i was watching this show on TV called Kyle XY about a boy(Kyle) who was found in the middle of a forest with no family . no past . no memory . and i was watching this part of the show where the kids in the family told him to lie about what happen during the day to their parents during dinner . he kept quiet . the parents was asking him how was his day ? and he didn't say anything . the kids were lying . Kyle was on his chair looking at the kids eyes and looking at them lying . it was his turn to speak about what happened during the day . and he find it hard to look at the mother's eyes because he didn't want to lie to her . he end up telling the truth and feeling very confused . to me its true . i find it hard to look at the person's eye whom i'm about to lie to . i'm not an emo . i just feel like typing about what had happen to me recently . =)




Girly

[x] I love at least one shade of pink.

[x] I don't like being messy.

[ ] My belongings are organized.

[ ] I don't like rock music.

[x] I like wearing accessories.

[x] Bright colors amaze me.

[ ] I hate black.

[ ] I go to the saloon once a week.

[ ] I comb my hair almost all the time.

[x] I bring my phone with me everywhere.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

you are 50% girly.

Boyish

[x] I wear baggy pants.(only my school pants

[x] I play video games.

[x] I listen to boy bands like MyChemical Romance, Yellowcard,Switchfoot, etc.

[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.

[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.

[ ] I don't like shopping.

[ ] I like to go bungee jumping.

[ ] I like being sweaty.

[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.

[ ] I barely wear perfume.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

you are 50% boyish.

Nerdy

[ ] I always carry a pen in my purseor pocket.

[ ] I enjoy studying.

[ ] I wear glasses.

[ ] I'm a straight-A student.

[] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.

[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.

[ ] My favorite subject is science.

[x] I enjoy reading books.

[ ] My assignments are passed on time.

[x] I correct people with their grammar.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

you are 20% nerdy.

Emo

[x] I love the color black.

[ ] I always sit at the corner.

[ ] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.

[ ] I like listening to metal rock music.

[x] I have a lot of problems in my life.

[ ] I'm not much of a loud person.

[ ] I don't talk much.

[ ] I don't have that much friends.

[ ] I barely have fun.

[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

you are 20% emo.

Childish

[ ] I am open to my parents.

[x] I sleep with a stuff toy.

[x] I watch cartoons.

[ ] I don't like watching horror movies.

[ ] I sleep with a night light.

[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit.

[x] I'm scared of roller coasters.

[x] I like being with my family relatives.

[ ] I take bubble baths.

[ ] I've ran around the house in my underwear.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

you are 40% childish.

Popular

[x] A lot of people adore me.

[x] I hangout with the coolest crew at school.

[ ] My parents are loaded.

[ ] I get everything I want.

[ ] I don't wear the same outfit twice.

[ ] I always have the latest gadgets.

[ ] I'm updated to the latest gossips.

[x] I don't like people blocking my way.

[x] I have a lot of friends.

[ ] A lot of people look to me.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.

you are 40% popular.

It's from joey's blog which she took from esther's blog.

Do it for fun!